Disillusionment

If I left one day would there be a difference to anyone's life. 

Am I in anyway significant to anyone. 

They say that we are all special and irreplaceable. 

But how is it after every mourning, everyone returns to their life as if everything is fine. 

Even though there may be a sense of grief on certain days.

Lets be realistic, no one is unable to live without anyone.

♥

If there's empty spaces in your heart,

They'll make you think its wrong.

Having empty spaces, makes you seem like you cannot be strong.

But I've learnt that all these spaces,

Means there are room enough to grow,

And the people that once filled them,

Were always meant to be let go.

All these empty spaces,

Create a strange sort of pull,

That attract so many people,

You wouldn't meet if you were full,

So if you're made of empty spaces,

Don't ever think its wrong.

Because maybe their just empty,

So the right person could come along.

.

♥

安慰别人时你说出的话都是真理

 你像神一样告诫他要看开点 

你一定觉得自己很了不起吧能看透这么多东西 

可当事情发生在你头上你就完全不知道该怎么办了

 那些真理在此时都是狗屁

 当时你觉得他小题大做经不起打击

 等到同样的痛苦光临你的时候 

你才明白到底有多痛 

....

安慰别人的话对自己从来就没用

♥

If there ever comes a day 

when you no longer enjoy the ocean breeze or the sound of the calming waves,

don't force yourself to linger on.

There are mountains and rivers and fields to explore, 

don't hold on to somewhere you no longer adore.

But if you ever decided to come back,

bare in mind

the corals once occupied with creatures may vacate

the current of the waves might change,

the place that used to be filled with your presence may never be the same.

But the memories will always remain.

There's always a reason behind everything

You know that feeling? 

When you're just waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed.

 Just let everything out that you kept in all day. 

That feeling of desperation. You're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. 

You just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. But no one is going to be there.

 You know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you.

 But you are tired, tired of being strong.

 For once you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. 

But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping, still wishing. 

And you're staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. 

You are fighting with a tired heart.